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Ash “feral flour baby” Carbide ([personal profile] voidbreaker) wrote2020-02-16 10:12 pm
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-16 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
[the silence is telling, and for a moment, Akira debates on staying quiet himself. and while he normally doesn't press? this time, he has to make an exception]

What. . .

. . . what was that?

[other than an attempted assassination!! but in the memory, Akira could feel that voice. something distinctly not Ash had been pushing him forward. and that is far more concerning than the attempted assassination itself]
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-16 03:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[. . .]

That wasn't you.

[Akira's expression morphs from shock and surprise to something stony]

There was something. . . someone. . . else there. I could feel it.

[something that was distinctly not Ash. something pushing him forward. but does Ash even know what that was. . .?]
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-16 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[another pause]

Is that the last thing you remember before coming here. . .?
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-16 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Shit.

[yeah. that's it. that's all he can say. that's all he knows to say]

Ash. . .

[he has to have so many unanswered questions]
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-18 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
[Akira opens his mouth to respond, but. . . nothing comes out. because Ash is right, isn't he? and wasn't that the same advice Akira had given Isaac way back when they first arrived??]

[. . .]

[his mouth clicks shut, lips curving into a concerned frown]


You must hate it.

[he eventually says]

Being in limbo like this. Not. . . knowing what's going to happen next.
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-18 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[. . . somehow, that doesn't seem to make things better. but it's not like Akira has any advice to offer, does he?]

[. . .]

[so. . . he'll ask about something else]


Hamel.

[something that seemed like a sensitive topic, so he wouldn't blame Ash if he refused to answer. but he has to at least try, right?]

Can you at least tell me what Hamel is?
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-18 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[HE SURE IS, I'm sorry Ash]

. . . what happened to Hamel?
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-18 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
No.

I want the truth.

[he doesn't care about the "official" report because he gets the feeling it'd be nothing but a giant lie]
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-18 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[Akira's response is immediate and angry]

Shit.

[he hisses between his teeth, gaze narrowing]

How could they-- what the hell?! How could they do something so cruel--!
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-18 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Fuck.

[just like with Chancellor Osborne, the anger that boils inside of him may not be about something he is personally involved with, but the mere idea of that injustice infuriates him anyway. he lifts a hand, bringing it down against the wall as he does so]

People like that--

[are the scummiest of the scum]
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-18 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
That's not--

[closes his eyes again, now shaking with the anger he's doing his best to suppress]

That doesn't just fix things. That doesn't bring back the lives that were loss, or-- or help people like you, who lost their hometown.
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-19 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
Ash. . .

[there's a moment of hesitation, like Akira isn't sure what to do next]

[. . .]

[and then he reaches out, dropping his hand on Ash's shoulder, letting it rest there in an expression of comfort]
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-20 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[comfort is what Akira is doing right now!! or attempting to do. because he doesn't know what else to say or do]

. . .

Can you tell me a little bit about Raquel?

[surely there are happy memories there for Ash to focus on]

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