I learned enough of information during the process. [ since he has a good feel about certain things now. ] ...and you all were allowed to know some of it.
[ hmm.... ]
I wouldn't have done what I did if I was going to regret it.
Shit you can throw around and do whatever you want with, hang the consequences. [ he's not getting into tax and paying upkeep for local militia with this guy. ]
You confirmed everyone gets different stuff, and we probably still don’t know all the murder toys one specific team’s been getting to play around with.
[ .... like. okay sure, any info is good info, but that consequences cost is way more intense than most people had probably suspected. ]
I can confirm everything that my team has been getting as their rewards. If I'm not wrong, we've been winning so far.
[ and he can confirm a few other things but that would get him into trouble and he isn't about that life.....yet. he pauses for a moment and. well. kind of obvious isn't it? ]
And I did.
[ .... ]
So far I've been able to get away with what I've been able to do, but I wanted to keep the momentum going while I could.
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No, I knew.
[ he'll turn away slightly. ]
I've been gambling since we've arrived here.
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I couldn't keep playing it as they wanted to.
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Gambling's supposed to be a combination of smart and reckless, not just one or the other. That's what makes a good gamble.
[ aidios wept. ] You think it was worth it?
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[ hmm.... ]
I wouldn't have done what I did if I was going to regret it.
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[ there's a long pause and then he just stares at the sky. someone help him. ]
Aidios, I can't deal with you self-sacrificing fuckers. Stop treating your own damn body like disposable income.
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not that ash doesn't have a point (one he understands on a basic level) but— ]
Disposable income?
[ what is that? he is a man who gets paid whoever much he wants. ]
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I don't treat my body like that.
[ he totally does. ]
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You literally just did, don't be cute about this shit.
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As I said—I knew what I was doing. What we learned was worth it.
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[ .... like. okay sure, any info is good info, but that consequences cost is way more intense than most people had probably suspected. ]
Did you want to confirm the consequences as well?
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[ and he can confirm a few other things but that would get him into trouble and he isn't about that life.....yet. he pauses for a moment and. well. kind of obvious isn't it? ]
And I did.
[ .... ]
So far I've been able to get away with what I've been able to do, but I wanted to keep the momentum going while I could.